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it's 4:00 AM ... I really don't know what's happening to me !!!
I spent my entire weekend thinking about what should I do first;
but guess what !!!
NOTHING SO FAR
Isn't it hard sometimes to think but you're not in a mood to think !!!
I just wish I can shut my brain off for a little while to enjoy myself.
Thinking too much drives me crazy; and I'm afraid one day I will go nuts.
Well, at least I'm going on the right track and hopefully not to slip over.
MMMM !!!! DO I MAKE ANY SENSE HERE !!!
When I think about my plans I made all these years, and the changes going on in the world everyday,
I say to myself;
either I'm too slow to catch up OR these changes are too fast.
Either way, I have to do some adjustments.
Hopefully, the changes will pause for a little while until I make them.
Yet, I know they won't.
MMMM !!!! DO I MAKE ANY SENSE HERE !!!!
Sometimes, I don't know what's going on around me and sometimes I do.
Yet, when I do, I don't understand it.
I think I'm hiding a secret from myself.
How is that even possible !!! I don't know.
Myself is hiding secret from me!!!
how ridiculous that sounds.
MMMM !!!! DO I MAKE ANY SENSE HERE !!!!
Sometimes, you make yourself Chrystal-clear, and most of the time not!
Ask: what makes you that and “that” will not take off your hat.
Essence and appearance are all sense of severance.
Look: before you leap- ooh boy- otherwise you will be cheap!
(Just kidding with you, mate)